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Tuesday, 20 May 2008

Inadequacy

Never came close to understand what it means to feel burned out. Now I think I do. 

Massive quake in Szechuan; Cyclone Nargis wrecks havoc in Myanmar. I think my life's somewhat topsy-turvy these days too, though not a fraction as bad. 

Bought a virtual LV tote bag to console myself. 

Wonder when I can save enough to get a real one though. Burberry's fine too. 

I think I've come to a point where I'm not worried about being penniless but worrying about how I can buy some bit of happiness with however much moolah I might have. 

I seem to be easily upset by little things recently. Even a terrible bus ride to work is enough to upset me. 

Little things do cheer me but it doesn't lift my spirits for too long. 

I keep thinking if I'm mentally drained and am inclined to think so. But if I am, what about the others? Other people work just as hard. If they can hold out, why can't I?

I feel so inadequate. Or is lousy a better word?

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